tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-716560652348026169.post3883642462339527672..comments2023-07-01T01:01:33.168-07:00Comments on You'll Be Ok: CONTROLJaronhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00178569558936534089noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-716560652348026169.post-68189852223237148072010-06-02T20:52:17.849-07:002010-06-02T20:52:17.849-07:00I really liked this post Jaron. It gives me alot o...I really liked this post Jaron. It gives me alot of hope. You're a great person and this idea of control I think will make you an even better person then you already are.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-716560652348026169.post-73400805521654841702010-06-02T09:09:26.550-07:002010-06-02T09:09:26.550-07:00i'll take the pledge as well my friend :) nice...i'll take the pledge as well my friend :) nice postAnahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15457968627543199410noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-716560652348026169.post-84147696283561174442010-06-02T00:46:04.031-07:002010-06-02T00:46:04.031-07:00GREAT POST!! You have made a HUGE step in the righ...GREAT POST!! You have made a HUGE step in the right direction!! <br /><br />This is what I've learned in the last 8 months: While I try to never impose my moods on others in a negative way, sometimes that means I just have to get AWAY from them. I CAN control what I project outwardly and I've learned more things that trigger things in a negative direction. I'm not as good at hiding all my emotions all the time the way I used to... It is those times that I do the best I can while I HAVE to... and escape to alone or safe space when I'm able. Sometimes you have to give yourself a little space and forgiveness for not ALWAYS being what everyone else wants you to be. You do what you CAN, what you HAVE to, and then let be what YOU NEED to. It's not worth triggering a major episode of something worse than what you're trying to hide.<br /><br />This week I have learned (AGAIN...) that my family is much more amused by my manic episodes than the alternative... If ONLY I could find a way to DIRECT & FOCUS mania in a positive DIRECTION where I could ACCOMPLISH GREAT THINGS!!! GAH!!! I am PRAYING that I can have a positive mania and NO CRASH through Saturday afternoon while hubby and I are feeding staff (we're co-chairs of the food committee) on the Pre-Trek... HOW do I get myself into these things??? (Oh yeah... I was HIDING my true emotions and didn't RUN AWAY and CRY when they asked...) *sigh* (((HUGS)))Hollyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04243241502261974167noreply@blogger.com